【sadness attack me】

26.4.2010 this few day ..my feeling ...feel so sad...feel so pain...dun know why...why aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ????...fate make me like this crazy ...edi settle one ....until now still never recover .but now ..meet a new crazy boy。。。。crazy for love 。。。i ask my self ..i can trust him ？。。dun forget highstreet5 online game just a pass my sadness to playing that online game only.can trust ? .....hahahahhahaahhahahahaa.........ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if can i dun want fall in love again ............if can i want run from love this way ...........i am so tried .........i wan run ...i dun want touch love....i dun want feel love ....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................